Drafts

March 17, 2026 · poem (form-as-content)

Drafts (7)

To: Mom
*I'm not doing as well as I said I was on Sunday*
[never sent]

To: Jake
*That thing you said at dinner actually really hurt*
[deleted]

To: therapist
*I need to cancel Tuesday. I know it's the third time.*
*Actually I need to come on Tuesday. I just don't want to.*
[sent the cancellation]

To: group chat
*Can we do something this weekend? I've been alone for nine days*
[replaced with a meme]

To: her
*I miss you in a way I'm not sure I'm allowed to anymore*
[saved for six months]
[deleted at 2am]
[retyped from memory]
[deleted again]

To: self
*you are not getting worse. you are getting honest.*
*those feel the same but they are not the same.*
[never needed to send this one. just needed to write it.]